THIS IS JUST THE FIRST SEMESTER OF HIGH SCHOOL AND WELL SO MUCH HAS HAPPENED. IT'S BEEN KINDA CRAZY. SO MANY DAY I HAVE SPENT WONDERING HOW I'M STILL LIVING. I HAVE GOTTEN SO DEPRESSED LATELY AND IT SCARES A LOT OF PEOPLE, MAINLY MY FAMILY AND EMILY(HER AT TIMES). FOR ALL THE POEPLE THAT HAVE SEEN ME LATLEY; I AM TRYING TO MAKE ME BETTER, I REALLY AM. I KNOW IT DOESN'T SEEM LIKE IT THOUGH. THERE HAS BEEN MANY TIMES WHEN I JUST WANTED TO END IT ALL. AND I HAVE CAME CLOSE TO TRYING, BUT THEN I THOUGHT OF ALL THE PEOPLE THAT I PROMISED THAT I WOULDN'T DO ANYTHING TO HURT MYSELF, THEN I THOUGHT OF ALL THE PEOPLE THAT I DIDN'T PROMIS BUT I STILL WOULD MISS IF I WASN'T THERE; AND HOW MANY FAMILYS I'M APART OF. THE YEAR SO FAR HASN'T BEEN ALL BAD, I AM NOW ON THE BASKETBALL TEAM' I HAVE A GAME ON TUESDAY. AND I DO HAVE A BF......ERIC PHILMAN.....EVEN THOUGH I AM KINDA IFFY ABOUT ME AND HIM I'M STILL HAPPY TO BE WITH HIM.
WELL CLASS IS ALMOST OVER PEACE OUT!